H.O.P.E

how many days is it already?

i can't count anymore!

second by second

minute by minute

day by day

month by month

and a year had been passed

but my love never fading.

something that i know,

i'm still hoping for you

i'm still in love with you...

i said "yes" to others,

while i always pray to say your name

i said "i won't" to you,

while my heart always seek for you.

in the middle of the night

sometimes i cried

i don't know why

i felt panicked

then i imagined

i slept with your arm around me

then i imagined

i slept with your palm pat my head

then i imagined

i slept with your "it's okay" voice.

 

how weak my heart is,

how weak my mind is,

how weak my soul is,

when it comes to you.

i need you

i want you

but what can i do?

i just stay still

waiting

praying

hoping

for your name.....